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I.am.totally.completely.utterly.thoroughly.perfectly.absolutely.screwed.up

for good..........



argh! *screaming madly*


and it's all because of my dangerously disastrous micro teaching or demo teaching or whatever you (you? who? nobody here... -sigh-) want to name that irksome thing...,


grammar was not, is not, and will probably never become my best subject. yes, I am making an excuse. I should have learned. I could have studied harder. And I ironically used modals in my last two sentences. modals which I taught in a class full of ferocious sadistic students (their fangs were dangerously glistening I swear!). modals in which I failed miserably to teach.

two fatal reasons. one, I couldn't answer one question from a student. two, somehow I forgot anything about subject-verb agreement and said nothing when one student answer 'A person don't have to get married to lead a happy life.' i just realized my damn fatal mistake when the observing permanent lecturer said, 'A person doesn't. it's singular.'

and I solidly froze at that spot.


dead.dead.dead.

need shopping so badly now T_T